The True Confessions of First Lady Freeman - Deesha Philyaw

Written by Deesha Philyaw
Read by Janina Edwards
Format: M4B
Bitrate: 128 Kbps
Unabridged

Length: 13 hrs and 46 mins
Release date: 09-29-26

Read by award-winning narrator Janina Edwards

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New York Times Book Review Editors’ Pick

“Fierce, fabulous, and very funny.” - Oprah Daily, Best Books of Fall 2026 list

“A raucous and moving tale of triumph told with biting wit.” - #1 on People’s Must-Read Books of Fall 2026

“A smart and saucy delight. The church ladies still have secrets…. Gird up thy loins.” - Ron Charles

The wife of a popular and powerful megachurch pastor upends her charmed “rags-to-Rolex” life when her secret past comes roaring into the spotlight—in this “funny and juicy and sexy and delicious peek behind the pulpit” (Samantha Irby) from the acclaimed and beloved author of The Secret Lives of Church Ladies.

From the moment Scharisse Freeman ditched her humble roots and married a megachurch pastor fifteen years her senior, she’s been labeled too brash and too “of the world” by church folks who grudgingly accepted her into their fold, and too holy by her estranged childhood bestie Petra. Schar doesn’t have many allies, but that hasn’t stopped her from building an enviable business empire spanning books to clothing to branded products, and living the comfortable life her husband’s power affords her.

On the eve of her 40th birthday, Schar gets the final bit of validation she’s always dreamt of: a coveted invitation to participate in the First Lady USA pageant. This is her chance to be accepted by the other pastors’ wives—First Ladies—who are “like Jesus’ disciples if they had been a group of mean girls.” Finally, blissfully, the ice between Schar and the other First Ladies begins to thaw.

But as the pageant nears, a sensational scandal breaks with Schar at its center, and her carefully curated life implodes. Schar faces down shame and terrible secrets from her childhood and is reminded that in the eyes of the church, optics can matter more than the truth.