Rock U (Books 1-6) - Christie Gordon

Written by Christie Gordon
Read by Finnley Cole
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On a Different Mission

I sing to survive, and he’s never been with a man. When he looks at me, it’s everything.

Devin

I hadn’t planned on falling for anyone, especially him. After escaping a suffocating Mormon past, I built a new life—working at a queer-owned bakery, singing in a band, embracing skirts and eyeliner like armor. Then Brandon walks into my world with his shy smiles and stammered compliments. I can’t look away.

He says he’s never been with a guy. But every time his eyes linger, every time our fingers brush, I wonder…is he just curious, or as lost as I am? I want him. But I’m not sure where to start.

All I know is, my heart races when he’s around.

Brandon

I was just trying to get through college. Keep my head down, finish my degree, and figure out the rest later.

Then Devin appears—in eyeliner and combat boots, belting out lyrics with a voice that cracks something open in me. He takes my breath away. I’ve never let myself act on an attraction to a man.

But Devin? He’s different. He makes me want to push past the doubt and fear. And even though I’m fumbling through every new feeling, I can’t stay away.

I just hope I’m strong enough to be the man he deserves. On a Different Mission is the first book in the Rock U series and a spin-off of the Mesa Boys series. It follows the growing popularity of a college rock band and showcases each band member’s quest to reach their HEA.

This novel features gender and bisexual awakenings, hurt/comfort, and rockers with found family.

Each book features a different couple and can be listened to as a standalone or as part of the series in order. Explore a world of rebel rockers finding love and solidarity today!
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Come Closer to Me

Getting asked to tutor my brother’s best friend should’ve been simple. Instead, it’s turning into the one thing I can’t control.

Axel

Remy Hall has been my obsession for years.

My older brother’s best friend. My first crush. My biggest mistake waiting to happen.

He’s straight. Closed off. Carrying grief so heavy it shadows everything he does.

And me? I joke. I tease. I push—because if I don’t, I might actually tell him the truth.

But now he needs me.

Late nights. Close quarters. Stolen glances that linger a little too long.

And suddenly, the lines between us aren’t so clear anymore.

Because the way he looks at me?

The way his body reacts when I get too close?

That’s not nothing.

But if I let myself believe he could want me, I risk losing him completely.

And I don’t think I could survive that.

Remy

I don’t do attachments.

Not anymore.

Everyone I’ve ever loved has been taken from me, and I’m not stupid enough to go through that again.

Then Axel crashes back into my life.

Loud. Reckless. Infuriatingly gorgeous.

He gets under my skin like no one else ever has.

Makes me feel things I don’t understand… things I don’t want.

Because I’m not like him.

I can’t be.

Except my body didn’t get that memo.

And every touch, every look, every moment alone with him is pushing me closer to something I can’t take back.

Because wanting Axel?

That means facing everything I’ve buried.

And if I let him in…

I might lose more than just control.

I might lose my heart.

Come Closer to Me is book 2 in the Rock U series and is a steamy, emotional MM romance featuring a lifelong crush, bi awakening, best friend’s brother tension, forced proximity tutoring, grief and healing, and an attraction that refuses to stay buried.

Fall for the boy who’s always wanted him, and the one who’s terrified to want him back.
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Never Let It End

I went to Mexico to play music, drink too much, and forget everything. I didn’t expect to fall for the man who could destroy my future.

Caleb Allen

My life is music—late nights, dive bars, and chasing the rush of being on stage. The band is finally gaining traction, and for the first time, it feels like something real. Then I meet him.

Eric Moore—smart, confident, and completely out of my league. One night turns into something more. Something I can’t walk away from. Something that feels…right.

But when I get back to campus, everything changes. Because Eric isn’t just the guy I fell for in Mexico, He’s my professor. Now every glance in class is a risk. Every touch could ruin us.

And no matter how hard we try to stay away…We can’t.

Eric Moore

I’ve worked too hard to get here. A new professor at ASU, a fresh start, a career I can finally be proud of. No mistakes. No scandals.

Then Caleb crashes into my life—reckless, passionate, and impossible to resist. What we had was supposed to stay in Mexico. A perfect, temporary escape. But now he’s sitting in my classroom.

Looking at me like nothing has changed. And maybe for him, it hasn’t. But for me? One wrong move could cost me everything—my career, my reputation, my future.

Still… the way he looks at me, the way he fights for us. It makes me want to risk it all.

Never Let It End is book 3 in the Rock U series and is a forbidden professor/student romance set in the gritty, emotional rockstar world of the Rock U series.

Inside you’ll find a bisexual awakening, secret hookups, classroom tension, found family, past trauma, and a love that refuses to stay hidden, even when everything is on the line.

Grab your copy today for backstage heat, forbidden tension, and a love worth risking everything for.
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Light Me Up

Getting rescued in a dark alley should’ve been the end of the story. Instead, it was the beginning of everything I never saw coming.

Silas

Music is my escape. My control. The one thing in my life that still makes sense.

After everything—the shooting, the guilt, the mistakes I can’t outrun—I keep my world tight. Controlled. Safe. Then I meet Cash. He’s loud where I’m quiet. Bright where I’m… not.

A walking contradiction in glitter and chaos who hands money to a guy who tried to rob him and smiles like the world hasn’t broken him. He shouldn’t get under my skin.

Shouldn’t make me feel things I’ve spent months trying to bury. But every look, every touch, every kiss pulls me closer to something I don’t know how to handle.

Because wanting him?

That means risking everything I’ve barely managed to hold together.

And I don’t know if I can survive falling apart again.

Cash

I’ve spent my whole life choosing joy. Fighting for it.

Because I know what it’s like to have nothing. No safety. No love. No light. Then Silas crashes into my world like a storm I can’t look away from.

He’s guarded. Sharp-edged. Carrying pain so deep it bleeds through everything he does.

But underneath it?

He’s good. So damn good it hurts to see how little he believes it.

And I want him.

Not just for one night. Not just for the heat between us.

I want all of him.

Even the broken parts he tries to hide.

But loving Silas means walking straight into his darkness, And hoping I don’t lose myself trying to light him up.

Light Me Up is book 4 of the Rock U series and is a steamy, emotional MM romance featuring a guarded guitarist with survivor’s guilt, a sunshine-soft survivor who refuses to dim, opposites-attract tension, bi awakening, found family, healing from trauma, and a love that burns bright enough to chase away the dark.

Buy now and fall for the boy who hides in the shadows, and the one determined to light him up anyway.
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Protect My Heart

My father hired him to protect me. Now I’m sharing a room with the man I can’t stop wanting.

Gabe

My life is already a balancing act—law school, my band, and hiding who I am from my father. Being gay isn’t part of his perfect plan, so I keep my secrets locked down tight.

Then he sends Jeremy.

He’s supposed to be my bodyguard. My shadow. My problem. But he’s also too observant, too stubborn, and way too damn attractive. He follows me everywhere, watching me like I’m worth protecting. And the more time we spend together, the harder it is to pretend I don’t want him.

Because if my father finds out? I won’t just lose my future, I’ll lose everything.

Jeremy

This job was simple: protect Gabe, keep him safe, move on.

But Gabe isn’t simple. He’s guarded, sharp-tongued, and hiding something that feels a lot like pain. And the more I see, the harder it is to keep my distance.

I tell myself I’m here to do a job. But I don’t just want to protect his life anymore. I want to protect his heart. His truth. His freedom. And that’s where things get dangerous. Because if I cross that line, if I let myself fall for him, I could lose everything.

But walking away from Gabe? That isn’t an option.

Protect My Heart s book 5 in the Rock U series and is a steamy, emotional MM romance featuring forced proximity, bodyguard x client, closeted rich boy, bi awakening, band life, hurt/comfort, and a love that refuses to stay hidden.

Fall for the man who’s forced to hide…and the man who might risk everything to protect him.
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More than a Spark

I was finally getting my life on track. I didn’t expect my best friend to set it on fire.

Milo Richardson

My life is finally starting to fall into place. My band is leveling up. We’re playing bigger gigs. And I’m one step away from landing my dream job, even if it means leaving everything behind.

Including him.

Ryder Scott has always been my best friend. The one constant. The one person I’ve never stopped wanting… even when I knew I couldn’t have him. Because he was straight.

But now he’s back—living with me, looking at me differently, touching me like he’s been holding back for years. And I don’t know what’s more dangerous, letting myself believe this is real…or realizing I might lose him all over again when I leave.

Ryder Scott

Becoming a firefighter was supposed to be my fresh start. A life that made sense.

Then one night with another guy at the station changes everything. Because it wasn’t just about him. It was about Milo. My best friend. The one I can’t stop thinking about. The one person I’ve never been able to let go of.

Now I’m back home, living under the same roof, trying to figure out what this means—what I am, and whether I’m already too late. Because Milo has a future waiting for him somewhere else. And if I don’t take the risk now…I’ll lose him for good.

More Than a Spark is book 6 in the Rock U series and features best friends to lovers, bisexual awakening, firefighter x rockstar vibes, forced proximity, found family, emotional healing, and a love that burns hotter the longer it’s denied.

Grab your copy today for band house chaos, late-night tension, and a love story that starts with a spark… and turns into something unstoppable.